It's coming around to that time again where I mourn the loss of my mother on the date in which she was taken from us: March 31. I usually tend to start thinking about her a lot during the month of March, and it effects my dreams too. This one was long, but I can only remember the part that my mom appeared for a few seconds.
It's Easter, so everyone is freaking out about family get-togethers and chocolate rabbits. In the dream, I was explaining to my mom how much holidays suck without her because my dad sucks at planning. She was sitting there listening to me and I said "Mom, I miss you so much" and she simply said "Yea, I know. Don't worry, everything will be ok."
I woke up and cried... as I usually do when I dream realistically about my mom. It just sucks because I will never feel differently about what happened and I will always get choked up when I think about the events of that terrible day. Oh what a terrible day. I can assure myself, though, that no other day can be worse than that one, so I will never have another "worst day of my life" and expect people to feel sorry for me. I can only have a second worst day of my life, and I devote that one to my dad. Let's hope that doesn't come anytime soon though.. let's say until I'm at least a grandmother.
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